Thursday, January 17, 2013

Why can i not upload pix from my computer anymore??

I am having such a hard time figuring out how to upload pix again. I've cleared all my cookies and I've opened the blocker but nothing seems to change. Is there something i'm mising? When I click add pic it comes up but the bar never drops so i can pull from my computer.

Wednesday, January 9, 2013

Wordless Wensday...


Skylar Belle
November 27, 2012
6lbs. 14oz.
20.5"

A year late birthing story

I know I've been such a bum lately,
many of my blog post are still in draft and i just haven't felt like sharing.
 I'm in such a rut, i'm happy and all but something is missing.
I cant seem to get on track.
My sleeping habits are all off and so are Stevens.
The baby wants to feed all night so i'm an open buffet from 12 am to well lets just say i can't keep up.
 My husband is running off EMPTY and with him working these crazy hours he works were just so frustrated/stressed its crazy.


The night of November 26
 I spent the day cleaning and nesting getting ready for princess to arrive.
 I held her in for two weeks, due to I was already dilated 2 cm., by early November. 
I wanted to keep her in so we would share the same zodiac sign. 
I'm so glad she waited to be a Sagittarius like my stepdaughter and myself. 
 I made sure she wasn't a Scorpio (no offence)
I made bets she was going to come the 23rd or the 27th, 
hoping it was after my Deepak Chorpa lecture at 7 pm the day she was born.

After doing a few laundry loads up and down the basement stairs 
folding clothes while sitting on my yoga ball & watching TV. 
I devour two nice size brownies and drink a tall glass of cow's milk(I am lactose).

My water breaks, Its almost 3 am. 
I wake up hubby and actually while he frantically gets dressed & try to make phone calls I'm calm and in no pain. I change clothes, glad I took a hot bath a hour before. We make it to the hospital about 3:30 i'm contracting every 15 min I would say but they still weren't heavy. I already planned on having a natural birth with no drugs, And i'm glad to say I did just that! My contractions didn't get to heavy until when I was ready to push. She arrived at 9:02am {Hypno-birthing works}

In the hospital room,
I was able to sit on a yoga ball while waiting for baby. 
Steven was picked up by my Aunt and in no pain yet.
The cow is working its way through my body, 
luckily I was still only at about 3cm when this came on. 
All I remember is the nurse saying, "please try not to have the baby in the toilet. 
I assured her no baby was coming right now, no way I was pooing on my princess. 

Anyway, as my doctor began to get annoyed that I kept taking off the heart monitor 
he then wanted to insert a different one, WTH? 
Then how do you think i'd sit on this ball?
 I refused all of their "easy work" BS.
 I knew I should of went with a midwife. 

As my contractions grew closer and closer I was almost naked,
 I didn't want anything to touch my skin.
My husband couldn't even touch me,
my rings were off and at this point I was only in a bra.  
As I try to take myself to a different pain free place.
 I kept thinking how I couldn't wait until this was over and we were at home with her.
The male nurse checked me one last time as I took off my shirt,
I yelled to the lady nurse time for drugs.
Then he said okay your a 10 time to push. 

It seemed like not even five minutes later, I was holding her in my arms.
On November 27, 2012



She is absolutely perfect!
 I couldn't be happier.

Sky is what we call her
She was 6 lbs and 14 oz. 20.5" long.
Now she's a whopping 9 lbs, my baby's getting big! 
Yay for mommy's milk, it's the best!
Princess has only had mommies milk, and i plan to keep it that way. 
My belly is back already, how awesome is that? 
Now only if I can manage what I eat. 




  I was so nervous how he would act and treat her 
                                                    since he has been my pampered spoiled King.
 But since the day he laid eyes on her
 he has been the Best little/BIG brother a girl could ask for. 
When she cries he is right there trying to soothe her tears,
 with his "hush hush" "shh shh" "baby no crying", he says. I love it!

Big brother and baby sister