Rockstar Mama: February 2012

Tuesday, February 28, 2012

Please BE PATIENT WITH ME!!

As I embark on my new found love(s),
Please bare with me on the many changes that may occur.
I'm trying to narrow down things and become one w/ my blog(s) instead of having several blogs for each personality. LOL
I'm in the learning process on building websites, jewelry, custom toddler clothing, event planning, as well as buying and selling, Guitar lessons on friay's, and blog at the same time. As I try to figure out where everything goes and how I want it to come across/ look. {"Keep in mind that I'm an artist, and I'm sensitive about my sh*t"}

I blog daily so everyday is different and more exciting than the last. I'll try to keep things as current as I can. Its not easy doing so when there are so many things in my life that are changing . Steven is growing and learning & doing more each day. I've been venturing off to mommy land and back to doing more mom2mom sales, ebay, craigslist, Esty, and where ever else I can find to buy and sell. Opening a Thrift store is also another goal for us this summer. {finding a good location is the hard part}
I'm finding more time to read & write more than I have in years. I love iT!

Once I get this down packed and organized to a "T", everything will just freely flow and become easier by the day. Oh yeah, and getting Steven on a "normal" sleeping schedule is also key! He just woke up for the day @ 1:30p. He likes to stay up all night w/ mommy. I'm a night owl 4-5 hours of sleep and I'm back up doing something, so he is the same way. Except he needs more hours of sleep.

Thank you for your patience and support there will be an exciting journey coming your way soon.

-Sincerely,
Savanna Jordan-Rockstar Mama

sad

Feeling a little sad today, I just said goodbye to my sister, and bestfriend. Julie Ann I love you and wish you well on your new journey to finding yourself. I am going to miss you deeply, things we planned to do together, I now must do without you. Its good for me, because I am on the same journey to find my place of existence. It would be better with you, but I can handle it! I know my worth and what I WANT TO DO and whom I want to become. Its just a battle to get there. I only pray that you continue on your journey so that your are a better person for you and the family that need mommy. I know you will do it and achevie your goals you set. Don't fall back just continue to move forward through your journey to julie.

Love you, Sylvia

Pride and Joy!

There was a change in the winds

the universe is moving my way how crazy

the law of attracion found me

like a manget i was attracted

i stared in your eyes and saw my eyes

staring back at me

i knew at that point you were the one

to complete me baby

20 weeks pass by

we found out

there was a boy inside

surprised!

i think i cried

myself to sleep

as i look at you i see me

time went on

i started to feel you

moving around

like an animal

kicking jabbing even tickling me

on the inside where you

grew healthy & strong like a bear

i fell in love when you answered my prayer

flashlight on my belly

made you kick me

for disturbing your peace

but i couldnt sleep unless i was at ease

then i could breathe whew.

i couldnt wait till the day you were born
mommies lil prince charming

is coming home

Once I saw your face my heart melted

you looked in my eyes and you felt it

mommy and daddy finally!

9 months seemed so long to me

now i can

see eturnity

watching you grow has been wonderful

learning, absorbing your amazingly beauiful

my little man, my king, mommies dream.

Its funny how we make what we dream reality

society made me want a girl

but the universe knew more

i desired a boy

Since I was a girl

i had dreams of you

a boy looking just like you

Thank you for coming when you did

Mommy need to be reminded and reunited of

what she hid

a Family that was broken

a life went unspoken

death had the best of us that was the test of us

i failed us

the devil had me jailed

locked down in a cell

shakled like slave

digging my grave

then out from the shadows i saw you

your eyes sparkled and in i was drew

i thank daddy everyday

for pulling me through in every way

without him there would be no you

my greatest achevement

my masterpiece

completed

Is you!

I thank you

for saving me

i'm me once again

i lost myself

then found again

Couldn't help to remember

all the the ones i lost

depressed mommy was

the devil had my sleeve

i couldnt breathe

then you came along

Now i know Life's strong

the universe

brought you back to me

law of attraction

you attracted me

family

i pushed it away

like a fantasy

Not reality

away for so long

i forgot you

There all along

just had to find you

I asked for you long ago

it was destined that you were sent to me

an angel from above

sends her love

the universe knew i wanted you

knew just when

i was ready to recieve you

i attracted you like a manget

with out you i'll raise havoc

my pride and joy

mommy loves you

my baby boy.

Steven wants to fly!

Okay so this has been like day three without a camera. Trying to get a new one here soon{Waterproof}.

Anyway, steven is so amazing. As I'm cleaning and orginazing my "so-called" office. steven gets his stool from his room. and puts it in front of the TV (while watching Curious Georger his Absolute FAV). I stop and watch what hes trying to do.

Now George and the man w/ the yellow hat has kidnapped/took an elephant to see his long lost siblings at a California Zoo. If your a parent who has a little one in George you know what I mean. Well They are captured and at the time in a helicoper jumping out. The man in the yellow hat straps on the parishoot and george and jumps out. Stevn is jumping off the stool with them. LOL

I ask, Steven are you flying? He nods yes and flaps his arms.

I ask him if he wants to jump out of an helicopter like George, he nond yes.

While speaking another language pointing to the floor and celing (baby signing is so awesome when you cant yet understand the words, but his hads gestures told it all).

After the jumping was done he begins to look for this small helicopter he has. Its a small metal one like a match box car. His Aunt Julie gave him these two cool chairs (full of toys)that has storage under the seats. I love them. Too cute and can't wait to customize them for Steve, I find the toy under the couch. His face got so bright with joy I almost cried, Steven has loved airplanes as long as I can remember. He knows he can't fly but he wants to jump from an ~~airplane~~ no excuse me a helicopter.

So to that yes I will keep that promise.

Because mommy & Daddy wants to jump from one too!